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Monsters still under my bed.

September 2, 2023September 3, 2023 / April Joy / 6 Comments

The monsters aren’t going anywhere.

Victims of entropy.

August 31, 2023 / April Joy / 2 Comments

Each of us creates our own little mythologies, fitting ourselves into stories of gods and monsters, heroes and villains. For as much as everyone loves the antihero in popular culture, few of us want to be the villain. We're the hero of our story, beset on all sides by adversary. Few think that the choices … Continue reading Victims of entropy.

So. Barbie.

July 30, 2023July 31, 2023 / April Joy / 4 Comments

Think for your fucking self.

Rise of the assholes.

July 20, 2023 / April Joy / 3 Comments

dare ro be stupid

Between one June and another September.

June 6, 2023June 6, 2023 / April Joy / 1 Comment

I made this, I have forgotten And remember.The rigging weak and the canvas rottenBetween one June and another September.Made this unknowing, half conscious, unknown, my own. The garboard strake leaks, the seams need caulking. This form, this face, this life Living to live in a world of time beyond me; let me Resign my life … Continue reading Between one June and another September.

Be who you needed when you were younger.

February 11, 2023July 25, 2023 / April Joy / 4 Comments

I took a picture of my youngest pestering her sister for attention by making kissy faces. This went on for some time - about 10 minutes. It made me laugh, because I saw myself reflected in that silly, persistent, joyful declaration of love and the desire to be loved back. She felt no shame in … Continue reading Be who you needed when you were younger.

Elephantine adventures in pursuit of the obvious

December 3, 2022December 2, 2022 / April Joy / 2 Comments

Workout buddies. "This is my favorite kind of workout," I text my workout partner, planning his own workout on the other side of the country. "Prolonged discomfort." I wipe the sweat off my face, feel it pool in the crooks of my elbows. I bump up the resistance on my bike, (bad knees from weightlifting … Continue reading Elephantine adventures in pursuit of the obvious

Dispossession.

November 30, 2022November 30, 2022 / April Joy / 2 Comments

Well, hello again. It's been awhile. I've been stuck in a state of indecision and lethargy and not entirely certain which path to take. I've decided to take all of them. Simultaneously, or as close to that as the linear process of writing will allow. I'd tell you to buckle up, but you're already buckled, … Continue reading Dispossession.

Protected: Nay, it is; I know not ‘seems.’

September 28, 2022October 1, 2022 / April Joy

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So. Here we are.

June 27, 2022 / April Joy / 1 Comment

So.We’re here, using whatever we can to justify the killing of the unborn — unwanted, special needs, birth defects — that’s quite a loaded one, the last one. Let’s talk about it. I’ve got some things to say. I was adopted at 3hrs old. My parents waited 7yrs for me. My sister is their biological … Continue reading So. Here we are.

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“You gave me hyacinths first a year ago;
“They called me the hyacinth girl.”
—Yet when we came back, late, from the Hyacinth garden,
Your arms full, and your hair wet, I could not
Speak, and my eyes failed, I was neither
Living nor dead, and I knew nothing,
Looking into the heart of light, the silence.

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This form, this face, this life
Living to live in a world of time beyond me; let me
Resign my life for this life, my speech for that unspoken,
The awakened, lips parted, the hope, the new ships.
What seas what shores what granite islands towards my timbers
And woodthrush calling through the fog
My daughter.

burnt norton

And the old made explicit, understood
In the completion of its partial ecstasy,
The resolution of its partial horror.

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