Sometimes life feels like this. I’ve been thinking about Fight Club lately. Okay, not “lately” — always, but more so lately. The movie and book are full of great quotes that cut through the bullshit and seem to resonate with pretty much everyone. We all feel adrift in our lives at one point or another. … Continue reading Turn that duality into a singularity. Or something. (A pep talk.)
I do not want this. With every fiber of my being, I do not want to be here. The heat. The ants. The fucking gravestone that I refuse to maintain. I never bring flowers. I shouldn’t have to. I should not have to come here. For fuck’s sake. It’s hot and humid today; the marble … Continue reading Catalysts are made to be burned.
Her boredom is exquisite and excessive.
Love conquers nothing.
Automat, Edward Hopper. For years I’ve wanted to live according to everyone else’s morals. I’ve forced myself to live like everyone else, to look like everyone else. I’ve said what was necessary to join together, even when I felt separate. And after all of this, catastrophe came. I must rebuild a truth — after having … Continue reading Thinking makes it so.